7:30:00 PM
It has again been more than a week since my last post, but I've recovered a lot ^^v Thanks to those who expressed their concerns, I really do appreciate it *nods* I simply cannot tell "what happened" publicly; it's too personal to share to just everyone out there. However, I would answer questions if you direct it personally (via ICQ, email, phone, etc). Let me just describe the effect on myself a week ago: for two consecutive days, I felt like someone died, someone I love. I was almost sure that my heart was ripped into many pieces because of the pain. But I didn't run from reality. I faced it wholeheartedly, ready to accept the worst... knowing that everything is God's way and knowing that I would be fine in Him, with Him... And that's why... I suffered for only 2 days, while it took me 2 years previously. It's really amazing how fast I'm able to accept the whole situation without getting more hurt.

Again, thank you, everyone. I'm fine now =) I'm hanging on... After all, that's what living is all about. To survive and live life to its fullest.

For those of you who believe...
"God will make a way when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me. He will be my guide, hold me closely to His side. With love and strength for each new day, He will make a way."