9:42:00 PM
I'm not exactly in the mood to blog, nor have I been in the mood anyway this past week, but I see that it's been more than a week since my last post. You see, life is good in California. Yes, you've heard me all too often, I apologize. Life has always been -almost- perfect here... and I've been enjoying it (perhaps a little bit too much)... that for the past two months, I almost forgot that life is full of disappointment. And it has finally struck right before my eyes... and demanded my largest amount of sacrifices that I could give... up until I reach my limit: the outermost boundary of human's inner-strength. You can't imagine how much I give things up... to smooth the complicateness, so that things are going the right way at the right moment with the right guidance. Now I can only pray.. that God will give me the strength to live life in its fullest, however hard it may be, however full of disappointment it may turn out to be. I know He will never give me serpent, when I ask for bread.

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me..." - Psalm 23: 4