7:33:00 PM
I just realized last night that I missed Laurent so much.

The afternoon started with a long phone call to my cousin Margareta in Canada, followed by late lunch of 4 Polish sausages covered with cajun seasoning & crushed chili pepper. Then I talked to my dad for half an hour, while still eating. Internet was the next target: ICQ-ing people (lots of them) on "online" mode (yes, I was actually -online-, for a long time! ^^;), chatting on IRC for 1-2 hours *hears people gasping* (and I never touched IRC since 3 years ago, except for downloading anime), and browsing aimlessly. Bored with the internet, I then made a pretty short phone call to Aldo, an Indonesian friend in Penn State, followed by a few minutes of IRC chat. I was totally fed up with IRC by then, so I made another long phone call to my bestfriend in Indonesia, whom I haven't contacted since 6 months ago. It was already midnight by then. I contributed the last long phone call to my mom, as if I wasn't satisfied speaking to her yet, considering that I had spoken with her for 3.5 hours the night before (after Laurent left).

Finally I realized why I kept playing with the phone, calling everyone, and making myself busy with the internet: I missed Laurent dearly........ And I still miss him so.