1:29:00 AM
*dances & sings in joy*
I'm so happy XD My computer is as good as new, except the hard disk space is decreasing a lot *_* I've customized the desktop view more thoroughly than before & it's looking awfully nice. Yes, I love this wallpaper that Alexa made *_* It's lovely & serene.

I & my roomie (and 2 more friends) were going to go swimming on Friday night but we were kinda late when we arrived at the pool. Basically we only had 10 minutes to swim so we decided it wasn't worth at all and we went home instead after picking one other friend up. Then came trouble....
My friends (a guy & a girl) got in a fight afterwards in my apartment from a heated argument. I and my roommate felt so tense, we didn't know what else to do other than trying separate them and calm everyone down. But both were so hot-tempered I was afraid they would've hit each other... thank God they didn't O_O;; It was a really bad & uneasy situation watching people (especially my friends) fight in front of me. I felt so bad for my roomie cause she got dragged deeper into the problem cause she's kinda close to the girl... -_- I was in a neutral side so I didn't get involved much... but I felt really bad... ._.
Knowing that, I should've stayed home instead of going to the swimming pool (knowing that we were gonna be late anyway) & talked to Alexa, Yoshe & Lanma instead. I was chatting with them before I had to go cause I promised my roomie I would go with her if she decided to go. It ended up like that ._.

.....I really feel bad & uneasy when my friends fight over each other. I don't like seeing them hurt each other although I may only be indirectly involved or not really involved at all. The end result sometimes is even worse. With them fighting, they usually drag other innocent people deeper to the problem, so that everyone will feel bad about that. And apology is not enough. One can't just put a healband (i.e. bandaid) over the pain, right? They shouldn't have done what they did cause once they're hurt, they're hurt. They can't take it back... I'm in way a lot of situations like that lately, i.e. being in the middle. It's making me tired and sad ._.

Anyhow, I and other 6 people including my roomie & her boyfriend went to Denny's afterwards for supper. Since this weekend is Halloween weekend (well I know Halloween is next Tuesday, but people are having costume parties & such), the guys told scary stories while we were eating. I'm usually not really afraid of hearing scary stories but last night the atmosphere was ghastly... so the stories kind of affected me ^^;; Most of the people were scared, even the guys, too =P So we went home & talked & tried to calm everyone down... so that we could sleep well that night. Hehe, it's kind of silly, I know ^^;;;